Eh. I dont like to say Im busy. I try to remove it from my vocab because its kind of deroggatory. like im complaining. plus it makes everyone feel like they have no life.
but ive tried to keep positively busy this week. started working. i love my job by the way. & ive been workin out consistently. i missed two days tho. i need to get back on. only 2 more weeks! im already alittle burnt out tho which SUCKS.
but hey, gotta keep pushin.
as for the love life, there is none. i dont really have anyone i can actually see myself with. well, i did. but lets be real. due to the last EPICFAIL relationship i recently recovered from, i no longer have it in me to fight for someone that acts like they dont give a shit if im there or not. theres something in me that wasnt there before. but i broke the cycle.
thank the LORD. thats all i can say. i do not..hop on the train like i used to & just ride til i die. i want someone to walk with me not run from me. so yea i might really like him. can i see us together? hell yea. we mesh WELL. but its not compatibility that matters in the end. its mutual attraction. so yea waving goodbye.
i am cool though. its wierd though. normally id be sad. depressed. askin myself why. feelin sorry for myself. but now..i cant even cry. even when i try. nothing comes out.
even though this person who most recently broke my heart DESTROYED ME & i changd so freaking much there is no trace of my old life at all.. i almost wanna thank em. i like this me way better.
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