Tuesday, March 20, 2012

i do have some opinions though

to the entire class today-i was doing my effing work. when i asked for the answer no one had it, yall didnt do the work and no one seemed to care that we're all going to get those fucking answers WWRONG BECAUSE YALL DIDNT DO SHIT!
BUT YOU SILENCED ME.
feel good about that because next class i will not be talking
no matter what I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY GOT DAMN EVERYTIME I OPEN MY MTHERFUCKIN MOUTH SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS
to the teacher- you made me cry so much this year you dont know what people go through you cant just attack them like that. you literally contributed to one of the depest lows of my life. yes i am bipolar and you can tell yourself you couldnt have known, but you COULD have exercised more care in how you fucking talk to kids. were not all forty in your cool kids club. its obvious who your motherfucking favorites are and that is so wrong
i fucking hate every class now because obviously i dont have whatever fucking interpersonal skills i need to coexist with people and no matter how much i fucking study these motherfuckers IM STILL PERPLEXED WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT
and there must be at least 15 people i want to ask WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
i need help but i cant like take time off to heal so all i get is hurt people fucking feed on the negativity i feel
as for that family
i dont ever wanna go there again. maybe way later in the year. but only for a few days
i dont know how to tell him and it sucks cause i wanna be with him all the time
but i do not like that fmaily
i dont l;ike to be stared at and monitored and questions every five seconds and for everyone to tell me im hurting their feelings or im being rude
YOURE HURTING MY FEELINGS
with all this built up anger how will i ever fucking recover? seriously
i need to be unirritated for a while and the wounds will heal over time
right now i need to worry about protecting myself
because they get irritated every fucking day
i dont like oxygen magazine
kiss my ass
youre all so perfect
all look the same all boring
all with the same poses and outfits and face
not everyone can be in your fuckass little club and you make sure everyone knows
fuck all your im so awesome photogs who feel justified and being a DICK to me

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