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Everyone. Please just dont talk to me.
I woke up feeling "so not in the mood".
I'm not evenmad I'm numb.
From like putting up wth shit off these little immature children for so long.
No one takes anything seriously, or they take eerything TOO seriously.
The whole "time and place" thing doesntapply.
Its super fun because everyone is 5 but they think they know everything.

Its always the same.
Boys say they want this girl & that girl but when they find her they dog her.
shut the fuck up.

Girls bitch about their friends, to the friends they ignore, that could BE that friend if theyd let them. But people dont want what they say they want. They want the problem so they can complain.
shut te fuck up.

Girls..there this underlying tension..we all talk about eachothe.r if youre polite, you do is discretely to your friend thats not their friend just to get it off your chest. but suppose you & that friend fall off & for that reason they become friends with the other persn, shespills your shit, you look like a dick.
shut the fuck up.

im going to stop venting at all. & stop not liiig anyone i dont know. because im fuckin friendly im going to end up meeting this person & well become friends & then some ass will come & be like WELL BEFORE..
shut the fuck up.

My sister just cancelled our plans today. sigh. Im surely going home.
[can you tell i woke up in a bad mood?]

Its like youre happy allthe time & they throw rocks at you until you finally get a little pissed off then they call you a bitch.
shut the fuck up.

Boy, if you just want to use me. Dont go around being all adorable & shit & spending time making me like you. Ifyou wanna fuck, just say so. Actually dont. Just dont tak to me, instead..
shut the fuck up.

But do not blow my head up with a bunch of bullshit having me think youre all sweet & shit. & youe not. you get mad because i refuse to hop on the d. what the fuck are u in the market for? u have enough groupies. i do not have it in me to bop on you. not after the last thing tha went dwn.

I cant stand here & have u leaving me all the time. Theres 982357475985798 reasons why thi will nver work and you wont even give me 1 why it would. & all that 1 would have to be is that you treat me good but you dont.


I kno im not bout to find a man in college. even though lots of people do. whatever. but ppl NEED a companion like they need food yall. so im itting here starving, distrcting myself w/ other shit as often as possible but everytime im alone i realize once again IM STILL STARVING. its worsethan food cuz u dont die. you survive and you jus sit there starving. sohell no youre not gunn be picky!! BITCH IM HUNGRY. i want nourishment. so we fall for the first dude that shows ussome attention. they stand right by our teeth and when we go to take a bite they leave. smh. [girls do the same im sure] but FUCK when can i get some food?!!! Im alone in the effingworld of tangible things. I got me & God & thats all i need but id love someone I could touch. It has been a long time since I was right about a dude & it gets OLD. you wanna give up but you cant cuz YOURE STARVING. Your life will revolve around it til you get it.


Set me free. All theseeffing feelings. holding them back. death to that.

and everyone gassing me up with your HORRIBLE intentions go to hell!! & shut the fuck up.


fineprint: i love my life im just a little ticked off right now=] it was bound to happens sometime.