Monday, December 13, 2010

RollerCoaster

man, sometimes like, idk some things b/w us are cute
but like foreal..hes posa b tryna impress me right now
but hes mostly just rude
like..whats your deal dude!
i just left em an open pass, huge opportunity,
cause i thought the other day
showed me that he responded to sweetness
which i thought was awesome cause its so much easier for me to be sweet
instead of fighting it
but nah. like..he is just SPOILED
lol like u tell em something & youre obviously not serious
& hes just like..
its getting like..actually funny.
like im starting to take it less seriously cause its seriously like a joke
i mean we cosign on fb
& he liked the status i put up specifically for him to like
but hes just..oblivious
theres the word. obvlivious.
somethin in my mind keeps tellin me over & over its only a matter of time
this is not gunna work
& i dont truly believe in my heart that it is
BUT for now, whatever.
ive grown up a little
God has graced me with the ability to live without him
so..it is what it is.
were talking now
i try this open communication thing
it sucks if u ask me
but i cant seem to hold stuff in anymore

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