The Clearing In The Dark Forest

Well right NOW he isn't texting me back. but the last thing I said to him was that I missed his dick and I want it inside me so I highly DOUBT that I will just NOT get a response. hes at work. just closed. this was at like 7:44 and it is now...9:07 so Im guessing either his phone died or they were busy mostly likely his phone. I thought id get a pretty prompt response on that one lol but anyway so yea I have a tutoring session online at 9:08 that im not ready for but ill give this a shot. anyway so yea this past week was excellent. I was over there this weekend im sure I wrote about that in the last one. I actually ended up back over there um...Saturday night like real late after me and jen went to the movie and saw him briefly that morning on sunday and slept in. but I was satisfied. idk we had really really great convos all week. I did a really heartfelt man crush Monday and he liked it. of course I would love for him to like comment on them but I know were not to that point but hes really trying. great now I have 2 minutes lol anyway I was hoping hed call me like at like 930. he ought to be home by like 940 but I hope he at least texts me back. I think if he had any kind of problem with what I said that would pretty much question his sexuality lol but anyway yea today there was a scare cause he didn't text me for a few hours and then said like he had something to tell me which was why he didn't text me for a few hours and my heart dropped I was scared like something was wrong with us but it had to do with his sister. ok its about to be time ill have to come back to this.. .............................................................................................................................................................................................................. so I had my first tutoring session. LOVE that guy. but yea anyway so I still haven't talked to him I hope he didn't fuck up his phone more. and that he is able to call me in the morning. I love starting my day talking to him. and I hope nothing bad happened. ----------update apparently travis (Thomas son) got in a wreck and totaled his car :( that kid needs help. Lord help him. anyway today was rough for him. yday he caught areeb in the house. then today he heard areeb made out with some chick and his sister is so hurt. and then travis totaled his car. I hope he called me in the morning so I can talk to him but if he doesn't ill understand, im tired but I might go get something as my last fat meal. since it will be the last one for like 14 weeks. anyway were doing awesome though. like today Bethany freaking posted a pic of him posing at work and it really pissed me off cause shes always tagging him on fb. and I told him I was irritated so he called me and I kind of just vented about howmuch it bothered me and he was understanding I thought he was just gunna tell me I was trippin. but he said he was sorry and that he didn't like that I felt that way and that he would do his best to make sure it didn't continue to happen. I just think its super disrespectful for her to be on his dick like she is when she knows me and has for like 8 years. anyway but yea. the phone is the shit. we always call eachother now. but yea im tired. k bye :)