Best Friends Ever

okay. im gunna give them names. Cousin & Sonny are..the best ever.
i have never ever had anyone stick up for me like them.
today i was going to lunch & i just happened to run into cousin!!
for the first time in a week
apparently he missed me too he did look for me!
i gave him my new #
i prayed..i said God let them know my spirit is with them
& if they need me let them find me
like..i talked to them on the phone just now
i promise they make life better
maybe i dont have to run from them
the devilchild moved out!
so i can go over there as long as hes not there :)
like, idk. i thought about him more today than usual
afterall they are cousins
but i have wanted friends like these my whole life
i cant just dismiss them and live alone & lonely
giving up yet another blessing because of that demonspawn.
i love these boys so freaking much
thank you God.
if i didnt ever say what happened.
the night i found out he got her pregnant
we had a long night
they all spent 3 hours with me while i cried, telling me the truth about him
& that i wasnt stupid or crazy
making me believe that i deserved better
making me laugh
& sonny slept on the couch with me to make sure devilspawn didnt come back
& i changed my # because devilspawn was harrassing me
because sonny was jumping down his throat for what he did to me
ive never had anyone stand up for me like that.
thank you Lord.
im gunna go see them tomorrow :)
i dont have to be alone anymore! finally found some ppl like me.
i love these boys. foreal.
today i realized that this is my answer
i fell for the bait that LED ME TO the angel i asked for
and instead of one, i got 2! [maybe 3lol]
i prayed for companionship
getting my heartbroken was my passage to them. i wouldnt take it back
thank You so much!