Kind of Off

i feel wierd. idk
im just mentally, idk maybe im burnt out
& just need to relax
2 more weeks & im out of school completely
so its all good
went to eat with a friend, it was fun
theres this guy i think is cute
he has a gf
we were gunna try to get him to come tutor her
while i was there
& see if we could @ least be cool
but he couldnt so im takin it as a sign
just thought id take the opportunity
still single as idk what
& bored as well
im getting used to it
cause it doesnt change at all
& as time goes on it becomes less & less likely that it will
im just hoping maybe next yr ill have something goin
something exciting to look forward to
at least a crush
felt good for a minute to have one
but me & this guy have never even spoken
i gotta stay away from other peoples men
ill just have to b single
i got a 95 on my chem test :) Thank you Lord
been eating w/e. decided thats what imuna do this week
but i got my new diet already 100% calculated out when i start back up
planning to enter 2011 with my resolution being to maintain
determined to keep these hands empty so God can put what he wants in them
i can feel him wormking in me
im getting better
theres just some things i had to let go
& i have..i finally dont hurt
it doesnt bother me
& i am so thankful
i know from now on things will keep getting better
i did just tweet the guy who.
he seems cool. who knows, we could have a cool friendship
im trying to make new friends
Im asking God to keep me in line
& not let anything happen that shouldnt
i know for a fact i wont touch him or even really flirt while he has a girl
we can just be friends.
im not gonna have anyone elses broken heart on my hands
i know how that feels.