I GOT NO PATIENCE. AND I HATE WAITING

But its the story of my life with him. today I texted him. in the morning. cause I was mad. this is no way to end things. at first he got a little attitude but then he started to understand. he said we could talk in person. asked me if I worked tomorrow. and hes off too. I got half a mind to go ahead and leave and head over there just in case he checks his phone I can always turn around I doubt hes going to say no. he woke up from a nap at like 8 idk what hes doing but I want to go over there so he can fucking tell me whats going on and whats going to happen with us. I did my hair. im just waiting for him to answer. cause earlier I sent like this novel and he said im not ignoring you im lifting ill text you after. and he did. saying hey ...and then saying whatsup. really. and weve just been having small talk but I want to go over there im just sitting here im so sick of waiting on him I want to get this shit resolved. I gotta get measured in the morning so I would leave at like 10 which is fine ya know. and like yea..we wouldn't be spending TOO much time together. I really hope he checks his phone cause I am so freaking bored. I think ill get my shit together and head over there. its getting late its like 8:50. blah. alright. yea I think im gunna leave God please let him check his phone and say yes.