Im going to be everything twice as good as i was before i met you
im going to be more beautiful
more intelligent
more confident
more kind and generous
and reach ym goals for the first time cause im putting ME first
dont living for PEOPLE
living for God
takin my butt to church. & spending all my time walking with him
even if it looks like i walk alone
last night was the end of a long, sickening ride.
wrote em a message, as usual probably said more than i should
but eff it. its over, wanted to get it off my chest
cause i had so much locked inside
Lord knows hell use it to keep the upper hand
probably didnt even read it. probably just sayin it was too long
he still thinks im crazy
i gotta accept that this is not the love of my life this isnt even a friend
he is mt enemy
&i have to let God handle him. Period.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
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