i wonder how many of these i can write in one day
now you can see how much i think about this shit
if i was in highschool, or a grownup just working one job everyday
then coming home for like 5 or 6 hours of leisure time everyday
i feel like maybe i could handle it
but i dont barely have any leisure time
i dont have any time to just sit & relax or cry
i almost always miss something
2 jobs. 5 classes. trying to stay in shape
trying to not go insane alone and maybe have a few things
like..how long do i have to do this
im just a kid
& ive got this big boulder on my shoulders
its so fucking heavy like
i cant set it down for 2 seconds to rest & i feel like ive bitten off more than i can chew
but its too late to turn back
or rest
& if i give up one thing theyll all fall like dominoes
i cant afford to live where i live without my two jobs
and i dont wanna burden sandra anymore
i just..idk what to do.
ill keep praying
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