when i cry, you cry, we cry, together.
no, i cry alone.
& i have to. every night every day i have to force myself to get through this
idk how else to get strong
i cant keep depending on ppl
& i need the boys to think im okay
i wont let him flatter himself thinkin he won
he might have. & it might be killing me
but next time they see me i wanna b over it
idk how long thats gunna take
& right now i really just feel like i can barely get thru the night
i dont want em back i dont miss em
im offended. im hurt. i feel betrayed and stupid
i dont wanna feel this way & theres no end in sight
but everyday i dont lean on them makes me stronger
id like to lean on someone..but eh, not really
it just feels wierd having my number changed
songs keep playin in my head
i dont wanna write articles im still sick
damn sure dont wanna go to work
1 day off is surely not enough.
but i gotta force it. God give me strength. im trying
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