I WANNA CRY...tears of joy?

Im seriously holding it back and this will be quick BUT like. Im in shock right now. neer in a million years would i have ever guessed id get a message like the one i got this morning. ill try to copyit to an email and paste it. basically he said he wished he had met me at a different time cause i came in at a really tough ime. that moving in with chris has like turned him into a bad person and he doesnt know why he acted how he did with me and was basically living a lie this whole time. that he smokes too much weed and being in that environment tore him down and he found out who chris really was. that he stabbed him in the back in one second and ruined their friendship and that he just saw him as an item in the house and thinks hes  better than him so hes moving in with his mom. and hes so sorry for hurting me and making me cry from the bottom of his heart he lost himself and became someone he doesnt like and it hurt his relationships especially with me and he wishes i had not come in at that time. and he hopes i wont think of him in that way forever. he said he cried last night for the first time in a long time because he felt so helpless and alone. and he didnt want pity or sympathy that he just wanted to express himself truly to me for once and that was was him and he was starting over from his moms house. so i mean i sent em a message pep talking without getting emotional. and he said thanks for everything idk his second message confused me at first but then i realized it was good and i just said good. and then like i said if you need me..for company. for an escape. to talk. just whatever. dont hesitate. im still on the fence but im not too mad to be there for you and he text me back saying i would like your company soon. i miss you. and i almost started crying. im just in shock i actually really dint expect that i skipped school to basically idk..cause i woke up with anxiety. and i was picturing like valentines day etc. telling myself it would never happen and i knew that but i thought he was ok. then all of a sudden that popped up i couldnt have imagined what it would say. and now i dont know what to think but basically i was right? obviously i no longer like chris. i deleted him. but basically like.....i mean...this whole time....everything i was thinking and he wouldnt let me think it and i felt so stupid..was right. my instinct...was right. its CRAZY i felt a huge weight lifted and i just...how often does the person that hurt you like that....really like...get taught the lesson THAT QUICK. God..thank you. i prayed..not that he would get hurt. i didnt even pray that you'd show him what he did. i prayed that he wouldnt get hurt even though i did. but you intervened and you helped him AND me at the same time. i dont know whats going to happen now but its a whole different playing field and I cant believe you did this and i just want you to know it means so much to me that you took the time to open his eyes and save him and like...bring back the awesome person that he is. knowing that at the same time you would unbreak my heart while you were doing it. thank you so much. that was the best miracle i couldve ever hoped for. thank you for getting him out of that apartment i never thought id see the day i cannot BELIEVE this. thank you.